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CALL OF THE DAY: flattery will get you everywhere

I hate it when I get a new guy for only 7 minutes. That's not a lot of time to build rapport—10 minutes is ideal—and it's a tight time window in which to "get 'er done". I certainly don't expect a lot of chit-chat. But this guy, good lord! First of all, I'm a sucker for Southern accents. Can't help it. They didn't have accents where I grew up. And he can't seem to get over my voice.

"Are you putting that voice on for me, or do you do that for all the guys?"
- I'm not putting it on at all. I mean, I'm talking a little more quietly because it's the phone, but this is what it is. (Really it is!)
"Well, I already know I'm going to have to call back for a half hour, because you're GORGEOUS."

And then I ask how he was doing, and he says, "well, I'm as horny as a two-dicked billy goat." When I laugh, he says, "Oh my god, and a laugh like that, too? You are going to make me melt." That, dear sir, is the point. He ends up calling me back three more times—another 7 and two 10s. Yay, money! And yay for flirting and flattery, even when it's not needed! I can't count on ever hearing from him again, but dang if it isn't nice to feel appreciated.

Seriously, if you use phone-sex services, I don't care how good your operator already is, if you pull out a couple of sincere-sounding compliments, your service will be even better. We are not immune to human emotions.

CALL OF THE DAY: double blasphemy points

I'm the sexy stepmother and he's 14. He's got a remarkably well-thought-out vignette planned for us, the standard I'm-too-shy-around-girls-can-you-give-me-advice prologue but he really wants to keep the ramp-up going. I mean, we seriously get into sex-ed, after-school-special territory ("I know, honey, sometime you just get that tingly feeling down there, don't you? That can be really embarrassing. But you know all the other boys are having the same problem.") I enjoy calls like this for the space to be creative and really get into my character.

Anyway, after I blow him and he explodes all over my huge tits, the caller gets ashamed.

"Oh, god, you're such a bad girl!" <nervous chuckle>

- You're the one who came up with it, I just enacted it.

"You're right." <nervous chuckle> "Oh, god, I'm going straight to hell for this!" <more nervous laughter>

- On a Sunday, too. That's like double blasphemy points.

I was kidding, but he wasn't. "Oh, god, I'll be dropping straight through to the bottom floor!" He keeps laughing.

- Look at it this way, honey, you're just starting your week off right.

I don't know if he's actually listening to my words, or if he's too far gone into his shame spiral, but I hope the tone of my voice gets through. It's okay, honey, I want to say, if I had a stepmother with tits that big, I'd be staring too.

CALL OF THE DAY: hypothetically cam-compatible

He is a gentleman from New Orleans, one of my more infrequent regulars who is languidly, baroquely, infallibly polite until the point where he gets his big black hands on my creamy white ass (his words, not mine).

"I wanna ask you a quick question," he said, and then hemmed and hawed half of his seven minutes away. "I know you talk sexy and you're a dirty girl, but, um, hypothetically are you capable of doing webcam work?"

- No, I told you before, baby, my company doesn't offer that.

"No, I mean, do you have the assets to do it? Hypothetically?"

- Well, my computer's pretty slow, so no.

"But with a faster computer would you be, you know, able to do that kinda work? Realistically?"

... Oh. OH. You want to know if I'm hot enough to do webcam work?

"Well, yeah."

- Oh, honey, I walk around with my tits on a platter in real life, I don't think I'd have any problems at all. Now why don't you stop wondering and grab yourself a couple of handfuls of this ass?

*****

I know why he's asking. What I don't know is why my answer should make him stop wondering.

A reluctant superhero

I'm saving the world!

That's what you might think, hearing the way some people talk after seeing Phone Whore. Their comments run something along the lines of, "I'm glad you're talking with them, keeping them on the phone, rather than them having no one to talk to and just being out there." One person actually came up to me after a show one time and thanked me "for keeping those guys off the streets."

There is a lot of coded language happening there, but here's what I'm guessing these people mean: if I weren't providing my callers with a vent, keeping them in here, they would be out there, raping women and children and ponies, plundering their way across the landscape with savage glee.

I understand people's urge to think of my callers that way. It's a way of othering them, of placing them and their fantasy life firmly on the other side of some shifting line. That's them, they're dangerous, people think, and I am nothing like that.

And that way of thinking is a mistake.

It's a way of scapegoating, of placing real or perceived societal issues on somebody else so that the lines remain clear, so that we don't have to think about what fantasies could be happening all around us, in anyone's head, so that we don't get weirded out by the possibility that we are SURROUNDED by pervs, that we ourselves may fall in that category for someone else.

I've said it before and I'll say it again: I don't believe that my callers would go out and re-enact their fantasies on real people (or real puppies), but for the magical protective power of phone sex. I think, in the vast majority of cases, my callers are just playing around the outer edge of their zone. They're fiddling with the fringe of sexual fantasy. They want to feel edgy, or they enjoy the adrenaline rush of playing with taboo, and talking about dogs or fishhooks in delicate bits or video store trysts, or entire kindergartens full of giggling little girls, that's all incredibly taboo, and just thinking about it, if that's their fantasy, is enough to get A FUCKING RUSH.

If they had someone in their life who they felt comfortable sharing their fantasies with, that would be better. Certainly cheaper. If there were no such thing as phone sex, that would be worse, but not intolerable. Sure, it'd be a sad thing, but they wouldn't be out there plundering and pillaging.

I don't worry about my callers. I worry about Weird Uncle Bill at the family reunion, who may or may not be using phone sex. I don't know, just like I don't know which, if any, man in this café I'm at right now is a child molester. I have a much keener sense of the range of male sexual fantasy, and I get to sit with that knowledge all the time. If anything, that is my superpower, and that's not even a power, that's just the perspective gained from sheer call volume.

So don't thank me. I'm not the fire department of fantasy land. I'm more like a sexual caretaker, sitting on the sidelines and watching while guys play around in their mental sandbox. I help them out and call out encouragement, get down in the middle of it and play with them, and then help them put it all away again at the end. That's it. They are the only ones I serve, not society, not the safety of your children, not the structure of your carefully ordered world. And my callers already thank me for services rendered, most of them.

So, you know, I'm all good. Thanks anyway.

CALL OF THE DAY: Tastes like sugar and maternal love…

He is a mommy-fucker, one of my regulars, but I don't always get the extra dollar for a request, because frankly, I don't think he's that particular. Also, he's gotten used to me not being on at night while I'm touring, so when I took his call last night, he sounded surprised and a little embarrassed, like he was expecting someone else and got me, and now I'd know that he was talking with someone else.

LIKE I GIVE A SHIT. Really. Because as regular as he is, he is also irritating like a, well, like a motherfucker. I am happy to share the burden. Heather doesn't have to be the only one who has two mommies.

This caller often has problems coming in the time that he purchases--I am 95% certain that he is addicted to masturbating, and has just been squeezing his meat Too Damn Hard for years--so he ends up either sounding frustrated when I have to hang up, or he purchases another 10 or 20 minutes and I feel like an enabler. His very particular needs include me describing "my" emotions minutely; he wants to hear how happy it makes me to feed him my pussy juice, or how turned on I get from watching my friends suck his cock. I can play any range of emotions on the phone, from sadistic disgust to cunt-clenching ecstasy, but he whines for it.

What he likes to hear about the most is this strange sort of alchemy that occurs in the time between when he ingests my pussy juice and breast milk and when he comes. The substances I feed him from my body make his come sweet and copious (of course), and this happens RIGHT AWAY. I squirt all into his mouth—cups of it, quarts—and let him nurse while I take his cock in my asshole and ride, and that same sweet gush makes his very next load taste as good as the frosting on a cinnamon bun. In every call, at least once, he talks about my "magic juice". That's right, MAGIC.

it might as well be, though, right? Why not? It's phone sex, we can do anything! This glorious romping through a magically (sur)real bedscape is part of what's awesome about what I do. But when it comes to biological functions, I just have to grit my teeth with some of my callers; the sex educator in me gets a little miffy. My shit is not chocolate. My breasts will not lactate just out of nowhere. And baby, my squirt is not magical sticky sweet nectar, it isn't, I don't think anyone's is. It's hot and watery-thin and musky-smelling, and there's a tinge to it, it's not clear and pure.

And yet, when I tell him that it is, that it is the equivalent of grade A crystal-clean maple syrup, and he gasps from being so aroused, I have to applaud him, the miraculous acrobatics of his mind, that he is able to keep this mother figure on a pedestal and in the gutter at the same time.

The Marble reviews slut (r)evolution (Victoria Fringe, August 2012)

"... a study in vulnerability that manages to achieve catharsis and healing through a talented performance. What’s ironic is that Moore came across as far more vulnerable with her clothes on and laying her soul bare before an audience than just simply being bare in front of a crowd. Such is the impact of her explicit honesty, and make no mistake about it being explicit. This is not a show for the squeamish or the faint of heart, but those who stay will be in for a touching performance and one heck of a show."

(read the rest here)

Call of the Day: anatomy of a first-time caller

It's my only caller so far today, a new guy, not only to me and to the company, but he's never done phone sex in his life, he says, and I believe him. Per my usual approach, I greet him and describe myself within 45 seconds; a 10-minute call gives me a little bit of room for that, as opposed to the lightning-round 7-minute package, but not much. He spends WAY longer describing himself than most guys do, not because he's being narcissistic, but because a) he pauses a lot and speaks slow, and b) he wants to give me a detailed physical description that, honestly, sounds legit.

Okay, down to 7:45. Let's play Top Three, where we each get to say the things we like to do or talk about and see where our interests overlap. My standards: deep throating, ass play (either way), girl on top. (These are all true, BTW.)

"I like all those. I also really like to watch women masturbate, and see what turns them on." He then tells all about his first wife being a "closet perv" and his second wife liking to turn the camera on herself and watching herself while she jacks off. He is enjoying telling the stories, but I'm not hearing any audible signs of him being turned on.

Um. We're down to 4:15. I just want to let you know that we have about 5 minutes left.

"Oh, okay!" Then he proceeds to ask me some other stuff, like, he's legitimately curious. I try to steer it toward a culmination, but he is ... information gathering?

Overtime, at -0:15. Honey, our time is up. I am not trying to run you up, but it sounded like you really wanted to tell me about some of this stuff. If you want to call me back, I'll be here for the rest of the afternoon, or you can call back and ask for me some other day.

"Oh, yeah, definitely. <my phone name>, right?"

Yep!

Twenty minutes later, he calls back, for another 10. I start out by clarifying: So this is the first time you've ever done phone sex?

"Yeah." I want to ask him why, at the age of 51, he decided to start now, but that's not going to further the discussion at hand, and he is already getting into something else, asking in a very polite way if I would consider talking to him and his wife sometime. "She's played around a little bit with a friend of hers, but she's still curious. Could I prepay and then you call her?"

Um, no, you'd have to be the one taking the call.

"Yes, of course, that's what I mean."

Sure, if she's into it, you could put me on speakerphone and we could talk. (In my head, I'm rolling my eyes. But I know, anecdotally, that those kinds of calls can work.)

Down to 4 minutes again. How did that happen? He just keeps wanting to talk about ... stuff. I wanted to let you know we have about four minutes left.

"That's fine."

Um, I just wanted to make sure, you do have your hand on your cock, right?

"Yes, I do!" So I lay out a couple of different ways he could get a good look at my pussy, and he is into both of them, but he's NOT MOVING ON IT and I'm not able to push any faster. He doesn't sound frustrated, either, he's just enjoying the talk.

DING. We've hit 0:00. So, I gotta go, but I hope you'll call me back sometime.

"Definitely!"

And if you're going to get your wife on the line, too, make sure that you order, um, enough time for all of it.

"Yes, of course. Thank you!"

I'm unsettled—I rarely get someone entirely new to phone sex, and usually everyone is pretty outcome-oriented—but it is what it is. He's pleasant enough, and remembers my name. Afterward I had to remind myself that it's not that he doesn't know how to "do" phone sex. Maybe this is how he's going to do it, and I just didn't recognize it at first.

Call of the Day: anatomy of a first-time caller

It's my only caller so far today, a new guy, not only to me and to the company, but he's never done phone sex in his life, he says, and I believe him. Per my usual approach, I greet him and describe myself within 45 seconds; a 10-minute call gives me a little bit of room for that, as opposed to the lightning-round 7-minute package, but not much. He spends WAY longer describing himself than most guys do, not because he's being narcissistic, but because a) he pauses a lot and speaks slow, and b) he wants to give me a detailed physical description that, honestly, sounds legit.

Okay, down to 7:45. Let's play Top Three, where we each get to say the things we like to do or talk about and see where our interests overlap. My standards: deep throating, ass play (either way), girl on top. (These are all true, BTW.)

"I like all those. I also really like to watch women masturbate, and see what turns them on." He then tells all about his first wife being a "closet perv" and his second wife liking to turn the camera on herself and watching herself while she jacks off. He is enjoying telling the stories, but I'm not hearing any audible signs of him being turned on.

Um. We're down to 4:15. I just want to let you know that we have about 5 minutes left.

"Oh, okay!" Then he proceeds to ask me some other stuff, like, he's legitimately curious. I try to steer it toward a culmination, but he is ... information gathering?

Overtime, at -0:15. Honey, our time is up. I am not trying to run you up, but it sounded like you really wanted to tell me about some of this stuff. If you want to call me back, I'll be here for the rest of the afternoon, or you can call back and ask for me some other day.

"Oh, yeah, definitely. <my phone name>, right?"

Yep!

Twenty minutes later, he calls back, for another 10. I start out by clarifying: So this is the first time you've ever done phone sex?

"Yeah." I want to ask him why, at the age of 51, he decided to start now, but that's not going to further the discussion at hand, and he is already getting into something else, asking in a very polite way if I would consider talking to him and his wife sometime. "She's played around a little bit with a friend of hers, but she's still curious. Could I prepay and then you call her?"

Um, no, you'd have to be the one taking the call.

"Yes, of course, that's what I mean."

Sure, if she's into it, you could put me on speakerphone and we could talk. (In my head, I'm rolling my eyes. But I know, anecdotally, that those kinds of calls can work.)

Down to 4 minutes again. How did that happen? He just keeps wanting to talk about ... stuff. I wanted to let you know we have about four minutes left.

"That's fine."

Um, I just wanted to make sure, you do have your hand on your cock, right?

"Yes, I do!" So I lay out a couple of different ways he could get a good look at my pussy, and he is into both of them, but he's NOT MOVING ON IT and I'm not able to push any faster. He doesn't sound frustrated, either, he's just enjoying the talk.

DING. We've hit 0:00. So, I gotta go, but I hope you'll call me back sometime.

"Definitely!"

And if you're going to get your wife on the line, too, make sure that you order, um, enough time for all of it.

"Yes, of course. Thank you!"

I'm unsettled—I rarely get someone entirely new to phone sex, and usually everyone is pretty outcome-oriented—but it is what it is. He's pleasant enough, and remembers my name. Afterward I had to remind myself that it's not that he doesn't know how to "do" phone sex. Maybe this is how he's going to do it, and I just didn't recognize it at first.

Call of the Day: the taste of mother love

He's got a cameo in Phone Whore: caller #3, the mommyfucker. From remarks that the dispatchers have made, I know that I'm not his only phone mommy, but when I get a call from him, it's almost always a request. For a long time now, he's been wanting to hear about this marvelous symbiosis that we have, well, he doesn't use that word, but that's what it is: I drink his delicious jizz, as much as I want, which is always a lot, and he sucks up my pussy juice and (sometimes) breast milk by the gallon, that's what makes his cum taste so sweet.

Frequently, like tonight, I throw a party where I show off his prowess, er, I mean, LOVE, yeah, his love to my friends. They gather around the specially made coffee table in the living room, where he is lying on his back and I am kneeling over his mouth, and we show them how much we love each other by how much we come in and on each other, and at the end, I aim his cock at my friends and they get to see exactly how much love he has for me. His mother love flows over me and them like a barrel of creamy white paint thrown at the side of a barn. That, or he comes in my ass. Either way, you know, it's all good.

TANGENT: There's very much a flavor fantasy happening in here, something that is pretty common among my callers who want me to put any bodily fluids or waste in their mouths. This caller talks about how sweet my "juices" are, and creamy white; the way he describes it, I imagine the frosting on a Cinnabun. In actual fact, my ejaculate is clear and watery and, while NOT PISS, still has that slightly salty, coming-out-of-my-cunt-region bouquet. (On top of that, I would suffer total cell collapse from how much fluid he has me lose, but hey, that's one of the great things about fantasy: medical impossibilities!) Other guys who are into eating my shit talk about that chocolate coming out of my ass, which tells me that they have likely never put their nose within 10 feet of a scat scene.

Anyway, this caller has grown up a little since we first talked, almost three years ago. Instead of maybe 10 or 11, he's now playing a 17- or 18-year-old, as far as I can tell. And he's gotten bossier, too, feeding me my lines like a heavy-breathing prompter in the theater wings: "Don't you love to show me off, mommy?" "Tell me how your magic juices sprinkle out of you first, mommy, and then it gets thicker when I go deeper in." But he still gets desperate toward the end of the call—"mommy, I love you so much, oh my god, I love you, tell me how much you love me"—and I have to dig deep and come hard to make him happy.

Today, I feel like I struck gold. Same scene as usual, same rivers of cum and fountains of jizz, same chorus of amazed friends, gathered around the table to witness our magical bond. In the middle of it, he said: "Can I climb up into your pussy, mommy?"

Of course you can, baby. I've been waiting for you to ask.

Call of the Day: Oh my god, SHOES

He usually calls during his lunch break, a young-sounding man who talks less than almost any other caller that I've ever had. He responds mostly to direct questions. (You like watching Mommy through the bathroom door, don't you? "Yeah.") Occasionally he will blurt out a command ("Unzip my pants, Mommy"), but mostly it's just... "Yeah."

So I'm surprised that somehow, after two years of irregular, infrequent calls, I've figured out his button, because it's very, very specific, and symbolically charged in a way that I can't quite pin down: white sneakers, worn with a nightgown and robe. And I mean, seriously charged. Today he was in my ass, doggy-style, after 20 minutes of build-up, and he suddenly said, as he has often in the past, "I like your shoes, Mommy."

I know you do, baby, you helped me choose them, remember?
"Will you take them off?"
Well, in this position I can't really reach them. You're going to have to take them off for me.
"Should I untie them or just pull them off?"
Just pull them right off, honey, it'll be quicker. ... There you go, there's the first one.
"Can I throw the other one?"
Of course you can, sweetie. As far as the kitchen, or just on the floor?
"On the floor."
Okay, just THROW it on the floor.
"Yeah."
You have to tell me when you come, honey.
"I just came, Mommy."

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