As for doing those scenes, and why… let’s just say that I’m with a no-taboo company that is totally no-taboo. I understand that a few companies allow their operators one pass, one thing that is a hard limit, one area that they are allowed to say “no” to. My company does not. If I were to say to a caller, “I’m sorry, I can’t say that,” the caller would almost certainly end the call, call back, and report me to my boss, and I would lose my job.

What do I do, then? When I hear the caller edging in that direction, I try my hardest to stick with the word “black”. If he says, “make me suck that n-word cock”, I’ll say, “Yeah, suck it,” avoiding the word as long as I can. One of my callers knows that I hate the word, because we actually had a confrontation about it during one of our first calls, and I buckled first. Now he includes, after asking me to say something with the n-word, “tell me that all that liberal bullshit about n-words being the same as us isn’t true.” It’s completely and absolutely a power play, and because he knows it and keeps pressing the point, I have an extra layer of resentment toward him around it.

But I can’t turn down the call, and I haven’t yet gotten the nerve to “accidentally” disconnect because up until the last month or two I just haven’t made enough money that I can afford the luxury of sticking to my principles in every single situation. Sigh.

If you hate saying those words, why aren’t you
setting a boundary with your callers on that and
saying you won’t do it?

I also want to take this opportunity to have an education moment around race and word usage. “Mulatto” is not a great word to throw around in casual usage. It is perhaps not as charged as the n-word, but it is still pretty offensive in my book, so Mitch and everyone else, please don’t use it here, or any racial epithet, unless you put it in quotes and make it SUPER clear in your post that you are using it as an example. I only have a few callers who are explicitly and vilely into offensive racial terminology. I HATE those calls more than almost any other, and since I’m not getting paid here to put up with it, I won’t.

The notion that a white woman pushing a stroller full of mixed-race babies is carrying her shame around for the world to see… well, unpacking that is going to take another post. Or ten. I see I’m going to have to start making an effort and pin down my musings on race and fetishism. Oh, boy. This is going to be fun!

I love taking cuck and hotwife calls, hell – I hope to someday be a hotwife!

I get a lot of revenge fantasies when I read about cuckolding that involves humiliation, like driving by and waving at the cuckoldress who nine months later is a penniless divorcee pushing twin mulatto babies with different fathers in a stroller, or filming her and her bull with a hidden camera and selling the video.