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CALL OF THE DAY: “You’re the Ann Landers of phone sex!”

(shit, I dropped my loofah) Sorry, sweetie, can you repeat that?

(shit, I dropped my loofah) Sorry, sweetie, can you repeat that?

I took a call from my chubby chaser yesterday. He came after 15 minutes, we said Happy Thanksgiving to each other, la la laa, okay, on to the next one. I was a little surprised, after that next one, when the dispatcher called back and gave me the chubby chaser again. Ten minutes. Didn't I just do him? "Yep, he wants another ten."

O-kay?

I get him on the phone, and I remember how weird it is, when I get an unexpected and immediate repeat. It doesn't happen often—guys just need time to reload, right?—but when it does, it's weird. It's like, hi, we don't need to go through all the pleasantries again, because we just did that 30 minutes ago, but we still need to be pleasant, so what's up? With this guy, I opt for the casual business-like check-in approach:

Didn't expect to hear from you again so soon, sweetie! Was there something else you wanted to talk with me about?

"Yeah, so I thought I had asked you about this before, but would you ever be interested in doing a call with my girlfriend on the phone with me? I'd pay extra."

[bracing myself] Is that about to happen now?

"No, no, I just wanted to ask about it ahead of time."

Oh! Uh… I don't remember if you asked. I'd be into it, but only [and here's where I got really stern] if she actually wanted it. I've done a couple of calls with guys who were obviously pressuring their wife or girlfriend into it, and I just ended up feeling really sleazy and that's…

"Of course, no, absolutely! I totally know what you're talking about! No, I'd only bring her on the phone if she was really down."

Bearing in mind that this is the fellow who told me two weeks ago that he would rather be on the phone with me and our fantasies than with his girlfriend, I am skeptical. But I keep my questions and comments gentle, and some sort of story emerges, a story that has nothing to do with what I imagined about them. She is on heavy anti-depressants, which tend to kill the libido. They haven't had sex in 8 months. He loves her, but he has needs, too.

Is she going to therapy? I ask.

"Yes, and she's supposed to be seeing a doctor next week about the meds," he said. "She's gonna tell him about the side effects."

Good. And, you know, about bringing her on call… has she ever expressed interest in other women?

"Yes! She's been with a few women before, a long time ago. And back before she went on the medications, and we were talking about our fantasies, she said that she'd do it again. And I told her about you, too!"

I close my eyes and sigh inaudibly. There are very few guys I can imagine pulling that conversation off with aplomb, and this caller, in all of his puppy-dog excitability, is not one of them. What did she say?

"Oh, she said you sounded nice! But that was a while ago."

Right, I said. So why don't you wait and see what the doctors can help her with, give her time to pull out of it and stabilize. And then, once you guys are having some kind of regular sex life again, maybe try another conversation about fantasies, and if she says she'd be down, you can call and we can all three just talk for a bit, no pressure for sex, just talk. All the threesomes that I've ever been in have involved a LOT of talking beforehand.

"Of course, that's a good idea. We should take it slow."

Yes. Because the one thing I don't want is for you to try to use ME as a way to fix something about your relationship. That's not going to work. You and she need to get together and sort your shit out, and then you can bring me in when you're ready to take it to the next level.

"Right, right, absolutely!"

I look at the clock; he's still got over two minutes. It feels like we've been talking about this for a lot longer! So, uh, did you want to come again on this call, or just talk?

"No, just talk. You're amazing," he said. "You're like the Ann Landers of phone sex!"

CALL OF THE DAY: a small pity party for Mr. Chubby Chaser

She keeps me warm at night, among other things...

She keeps me warm at night, among other things...

Yesterday this caller told me that, a lot of times, he would rather spend time with me doing his fantasy than with his girlfriend. Oh, I said. Where is she now? "She's sleeping in the next room." I act flattered, but really I'm just sad.

It's the nature of his fantasy that makes me sad and a little… I don't know, pissed off? that he's keeping it secret from his girlfriend. He is one of my very few fat fetishists.

Now, I've had callers say they like girls who are "sturdy", with "a little meat on their bones". Or they say they want a big girl, and when I venture a very cautious guess at what is going to turn their crank—because I don't want to go TOO high—and tell them I'm 190 pounds, they go, "AWWW YEAHHH NOW THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKIN' ABOUT." They are talking about "big" in the media view of "big".

When Mr. Chubby Chaser said that he wanted a "big girl", he was not trying to be cute; nor does he have a warped view about what "big girl" might mean, in the All-About-That-Bass, I'm-No-Size-Two way. Back when we first talked, he asked the dispatcher for someone over 300 pounds. I gave him 390 as the number, and he was over the MOON.

Generally, when someone specifically wants me to be a big girl or they just want me to have a big ass, they want someone who will sit on their face. This is true for Mr. Chubby Chaser, too. He is all about eating me out, ass and pussy, as long as he can't get away—up against the wall is good, too—and one of my fat girlfriends is behind him, with either a strap-on or a real dick, and doing his ass. So, it's maybe not the standard BBW-lover scene, but it's definitely in the genre. Nothing to see here, move along, move along... The fact that he would rather spend time in this fantasy world than with his actual girlfriend, it kinda fits in with my general experience of guys who like fatties. That's what's making me sad.

Maybe he really, actually, truly likes fat girls! Right? Maybe that's just his preferred body type, just like some guys like the really sporty flat-chested types, and others like strong hourglasses. That's a thing, that is absolutely a thing! Or maybe it's more of a fetish, a specific thing, where he's less about a relationship and just wants the fat. Which is also a thing. I don't like it as much, but it's a thing. Either way, society doesn't allow fat women to be sexual; if we are, it's a comedy. Anyone who desires us is set up as an object of mockery, so the pressure is on to deny one's attraction to fatties, in public, at least, but the desire is still there. A friend of mine who used to do escort work said she got a lot of dates from guys with fat-chick fantasies, but they couldn't bring themselves to date or marry a fat chick. "I had a hard time feeling all that sorry for them because I'm a casualty of this mentality," says my friend, "but it was sad."

Normally, you know, I wouldn't spend that much time wondering about this stuff, but a) it's personal, I am a fattie (275 pounds), and like my friend, I too get a lot of flack under the current system; and b) he told me that he sometimes ignored his girlfriend to spend time on the phone with his dream girl. I'd be willing to bet that his girlfriend isn't fat. I'd be willing to bet a lot of money that this caller eyeballs fat chicks out on the street. I'm sure she has pulled out the "I feel so fat" complaint at least once, and he knows to say, "oh, no honey, you're not!" reassuringly, even while in his own head he is thinking, "god, I wish you actually were."

Normally, I wouldn't spend a lot of time second-guessing a client's back story, but this guy handed me his on a platter.

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