CALL OF THE DAY: this is not ageplay, so why do I feel like I’m in junior high again?
(Names used here are neither real names or phone names.)
Heâ€™s told me before that he wants to do a call with the dispatcher, â€œBecca,â€ who is also the owner of the company. There is no room for professional jealousy in this line of workâ€”if he doesnâ€™t stick with me down the road, Iâ€™ll find somebody elseâ€”so when a caller talks about wanting someone else, or wanting to do a call with the dispatcher, I just shrug. This guy, heâ€™s mentioned it once or twice; he thinks Becca has a sexy voice, but heâ€™s never pushed it, and he always seems super satisfied with my service.
But he asked me today, â€œDid Becca say anything about me before she passed the call along to you?â€
No, I said, should she have?
â€œI wrote her a letter.â€
Oh, I said. That seemed like the only thing I could say.
He rushed on, kind of tripping over himself, bashful and unsure. â€œI told her how much I liked her and her voice, and I told her what I would love to do for her some time. I hope she wasnâ€™t offended. Do you think she was offended?â€
No. I thought about the things he talks about, not just with me, but with a bunch of other girls on the service. He calls regularly. And â€œBeccaâ€ listens in on all kinds of calls. She has heard enough of his calls that she has a totally accurate nickname for him: â€œStinky Jim.â€
No, I said. I doubt she was offended. Sheâ€™s been doing this for a long time.
â€œI wrote three pages,â€ said Stinky Jim, â€œbut I wasnâ€™t pushy about it.â€
Iâ€™m sure you werenâ€™t, I murmured. Over the phone, at least, Stinky Jim is the epitome of the Southern gentleman. But a three-page letter? About what he liked and why she would have a good time? You might guess, from his nickname, that his thing is Not A Common Thing, and youâ€™d be right. Still, heâ€™s never been one to feel bad or weird about his Not-Common Thing.
He continued, â€œI just really think Iâ€™d have a good time, and I think she would, too. But maybe sheâ€™s not into it.â€ His voice lilted up, making this more of a question.
I thought again about Stinky Jimâ€™s special areas of interest, and had to bite my tongue to keep from saying: most people arenâ€™t. Instead I opted for something less harsh. I donâ€™t know, hon, she and I donâ€™t really talk about that sort of thing.
â€œYou think I did the right thing? I showed Wanda the letter before I sent it.â€ Wanda is supposedly the madam of the brothel that he goes to on a Sunday, where he supposedly gets to play around for cheap and/or free, because he likes to eat out the girls after theyâ€™ve been working all weekend. â€œWanda said it was a good letter.â€
Iâ€™m glad you showed someone the letter, I said. Those are hard letters to write.
â€œReally, Becca didnâ€™t say anything?â€ Stinky Jim asked. â€œI mailed it three weeks ago.â€
Oh, god, I thought. It was a Valentineâ€™s Day proposition. At that point I started getting the feeling that he wanted me to askÂ herÂ if she got hisÂ letter.
No, I said. I think she would have said something if she wanted to follow up with you about it. Did she sound different to you? Did she treat you differently?
â€œNo,â€ he said.
Okay. Are you asking for my advice?
â€œYes!â€ he said.
Well, I think you have to leave it in her court, and not ask her about it, and be willing to let it go. Same thing is true here, as it is out in real life. If you make your gesture, and someone doesnâ€™t want it, it doesnâ€™t help your case to pester them.
â€œYouâ€™re right,â€ he said reluctantly.
Iâ€™m sorry, I said. And I actually was, a little bit. Without knowing the context of his relationship to Becca, I felt a bit squicked on Beccaâ€™s behalf about the idea of getting a three-page letter detailing one of Stinky Jimâ€™s fantasies. On the other hand, she obviously knows all about his stuff. She knows he will talk about it with whoeverâ€™s available.
So I was left with the same feeling about Stinky Jim and his unrequited lust, that I have about most of my phone clients in general: putting oneâ€™s desires into words can feel really scary.Â So, good on ya, Stinky Jim, for putting yourself forward. Not everyone can do it.
But I don’t think Becca’s gonna go for it.
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